Damn it makes me so sad.
I'm just so different to everyone I know. I don't fit in anywhere, I'm not a part of anything. I want to be a part of something but even at this place I feel like an outsider, its so lonely...I just want some people that I can call my friends, but I find it hard to trust anyone, I just hate people; they all seem the same and they all don't have any vacancies in their little clubs.
I just want some people who are interested in the same things as me but it isn't happening, theres just so much that I don't have to live in this current era, the world has turned into a ball of ignorance and apathy and stupidity.
So lonely, but I hate conformists, Want friends, but I don't want to have to change...I need someone to talk to.
Why was I born here?
I hate Australia, its so stupid...its a frigging leech to USA which no offence any US peeps but its made some shitty decisions of late that have cost many inocent lives.
I would love to just find a girl who would care about me, find some friends who believe the same thing that i do and find a group that I can be a part of without feeling like the group doesn't want me.