perfect.

the girlfriend up and left me. what a day.

oh dear, why if you dont mind me asking x

oh, I don't mind your asking. I haven't been as stable as I could have been. since I got fired from the bookstore I used to work at in January I've been out of work, I'm not in college, I don't have my own place or much money or even a drivers liscence. plus being an emotional wreck. plus the fact that I'm insecure pretty much all the time, which makes me callous and arrogant. and an incident a couple days ago when I ate a handful of alprazolam and ended up obliviously causing a scandal. I can't say I blame her, I probably would have left myself long ago, but I still can't help feeling bad about it. she told me to call her when I get a job, but she thinks I'm a total loser and I don't even know if I want to see her anymore after this. ugh. thanks for listening.

you get a job when you're ready, and dont think about calling her. if all she wants is for you to get a job, talking heads distinctly said :

Quote :

"never for money, always for love"

instead of feeling down, use this time to think of an action plan, to getting you off the road of being an emotional wreck. look after yourself, dont rise to such attitudes to love.