I'm Back

Hello everyone.
I have many things to say but I will do it later. Last months were very awful for me... Almost died one time after one beautiful date with my cutting tools. I became unconscious from blood loss and survived. :O Then hospitals, doctors and all the shames you can imagine. I even wrote a good bye letter for you. Dont ask. Now I'm here and have no idea what to do. Anyways I want to say HI.

Hey Plorator you haven't been around for a while,I got worried the last time we spoke anyways glad to see you're ok.
I would suggest 2 things:
- Seeing a doctor(shrink,...)
- some physical exercise, i myself have been running 4/5 times a week it helps me dealing with anxiety

Hey, I know you don't know me but I have a cutting problem too, All I can say is don't do it....yeah corny everyone says that haha well what I've started doing to stop cutting is well talk to Maul haha and write, I write for hours eachday, during school, while I'm talking to Maul sometimes, whenever I get upset I get on the computer and start typing away, I may not be good at it but it sure helps the hell out of me, I haven't cut in 2 weeeks, that my friend is a record haha. Well I hope things get better. Good luck

Jill

Well, this situation I've mentioned wasnt actualy cutting. Since cutting doesnt work for me at all I stabed my wrist with the knife. The targed was the artery... Hurt like shit but I was happy as hell when I understand I will die after few minutes. It didnt happen and I still cant believe it.
My hand looks like after few battles and I think I will never use t-shirt again. Do you think tattoo will help?
Anyways... enough cutting for me for a long time.