im going to get better.....i hope

my one therapist suggested this treatment called EMDR aka Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing. heres a website that explains wat is done http://www.emdr.com/briefdes.htm I hope it works. But the thing is that my therapist only wants to do this about one subject but wat about all of my other issues. but i think getting rid of the bullying and making it not stuck in my mind knowing it was a bad thing but haveing it in miy mind as an ok thing. i just wanted to post this so that maybe it coud help u.
Jill

I'm familiar with EMDR.I have ptsd and it could have helped me.U were bullyed?I myself was till i started to get piss of and decided to make something about it...I hope it helps you

i was diagnosed with Post tramatic stress disorder wen i was ten. Yes i was bullied and harrassed physically and sexually. Im in cyber school now i had to get away of course i made a scene before i walked out

There are evil people on this planet
Whoever did those things to u shall rotten in hell for all eternity
I bet he/she was to afraid of facing someone who could fight back so picked a child.PTSD is living hell... I hope one day you are able to find the peace and happiness you diserve

i hope they ddo and the worst part is is that those girls were my friends i thought neway it was like the whole world turned on me and i was alone. I hope u find peace and happiness to if u dont already

I kinda guessed that something terribl must have happened to you Jill when you said you had been on anti-depressants for five years and you were only thirteen.
I have disturbing memories...mainly of things that I wish I could take back because I was a very sick child. But I always try to think that letting myself slip and fall into my own mental trap would mean that those who put me down all the time would win, and i won't let them win.
You could think of it like that.
The person of people who did those things to you would want to see you upset and hurt...your way of winning and coming out on top as the stronger person is to persist until things are in some kind of normality.
People are all fuckwits. Especially Americans-(sorry any american peoples but I'm just in a real American hating mood today.)
One day I believe that I will meet every one of you in person, and we will form a great society of the smartest people in the world and find a cure for cancer.

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hahahaha

ya hahahaha stupid americans o wait im an american HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA i hate them too they can be quite stupid and evil and self centered and snobby and im going to stop there haha


One day I believe that I will meet every one of you in person, and we will form a great society of the smartest people in the world and find a cure for cancer.
^haha i hope

i dont think its americans, its the gung-ho "be the best! achieve!" mantra it carries as its slogan. when are they gonna realise that striving to be the best makes more losers than winners?! its awful what happened to you jill.

i cant even express to know how you felt. i was bullied at school too. alot of the time ive never fitted in, had loads of friends, but no close ones. i was teased for 1 simple reason. my best friends werent as popular as people thought i was(i didnt think i was, they did). theyd make me feel worthless and theyd hit me, criticise my appearance and who i was. i was only popular for a short period of time, but i left it behind because it just wasnt me. i found it easier to be myself than to pretend to be someone else. it just wasnt worth it.

yes that would be it. that kinda sounds like wat happened to me except i was consiodered the bully cause the girls who were bullying me were telling lies and makeing rumors that i was going to kill them idiots

my god.... some people.

*big hug for us*

YAY HUGGY *hugs* (i like hugs)

i don't really like hugs, not too familiar with the concept. Anyways, sorry to hear you were bullied. I was bullied as a kid too, but it didn't last too long. Idiots like that often don't realize that not "responding" the first few times doesn't guarantee that the person being bullied doesn't have a limit. I reached that limit eventually, freaked out completely starting to throw things around and hitting them like a maddog. Then they feared me like hell 'cause they thought I was crazy. The year after that I started bullying the bullies in my school, 'cause I couldn't take the thought of other people being bullied because I was able to fight it off... Ah, those were the good years
Just keep on living, don't give up. Better days will come for each and every one of us.